Written on:
April 19, 2021
Last entry:
July 6, 2016
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My warmest congratulations in creating a five-year journey. Events and memories come to play in my mind, looking back all of those hurdles to simple happiness. Guess what, I wasn't able to get the shallow happiness that I wished before, but now it's different. It was the "easy" and "luck" that I wanted before, but now a different thing happened to me.
Creating this blog was just a random idea that a close friend gave to me. I breakthrough sort of - felt free. Last five years it was all about collective negative thoughts and expressions of the bitterness and draggy load to carry on the next day. Yes, I did surrendered and risked my time for right causes, right causes, but I fought hard to convince myself to make it out of will. Sleepless nights, back pains, sweats, and salty tears were my chimney to spot that there was weary inside.
Wow! I was able to go through all of it - that now I just wanted to write about it. It's still me but happier, accepting, and purposeful. Maybe I don't have to press the hard "reset" I just needed the "rest".
At the end I'm just grateful for things, even if the reason to be grateful is one in a million and there I met FAITH.
