My self

What a nice welcome of summer. I was not able to say goodbye. I've found out something, I feel missing when you are gone. You make me feel like I belong to something.

I'm sorry if sometimes I hurt your feelings, but I've never felt like this before. What  a unique friendship we have. Other people might think that we're different but what makes us unite?

I have friends, friends that I can always lean on. I'm afraid of that thought, what if my friends will be like in my elementary years ?, they find another friends and then I will be left, because I don't have such common interests. I've been searching for myself....
 Can somebody help me..?

Thank you God for keeping myself in touch to the real world. :)

How Sad Am I ?

My hatest emotion just come and go. I always look to the brighter side. It's been a while to write about this. I miss my blog. What would come after this? - summer is waiting for a big change, I hope something will change for myself. It brings sadness to anyone, they just notice you when you did something wrong. Give yourself a time to think. I'm happy for what I' am today. Thank you past. :) 

MOVIE

I watched a movie. Whenever a person is depressed and committed suicide it doesn't mean that they have a low percentage when it comes to themselves. After I've watched that movie it turns out to be like this, people commit suicide because they are emotionally possessed by bad energies behind their backs that influenced them to do the wrong thing, that's why the spirits of the hosts needs to be prayed so that they will be in peace, because their spirits are lost. After you commit suicide your spirit won't remember the reason why you committed suicide. Your spirits won't literally go to hell, instead you will feel like in hell, because nobody could see and touch you, also the same way around you'll not be able to feel or touch other humans that are living.