Here we are again;

Playing music for every minute of the day;
Hoping no one will approach me;
Feeling different from others;
But you know you're not;

I will never be scratched by a cat,
Nor cry myself to sleep from now on;
I will stand still;
This is where change starts;

I love you so you know;
Talk to me if you need me;
Walk with me if you need company;
And lastly,
Love me like how you hated me so much before;

Dear Heavenly Father,

       
           Thank you for everything. Your presence, your love, I' m thankful for all of that. Thank you for answering my prayers. May you continue to protect each family away from harm and danger. I' m sorry because I only have this time to talk to you. I admit that I' m a stubborn child of yours but I can work on that. Please give others the light that they need. Blessed our minds with ideas that are important and valuable thoughts and teachings. May you always continue to give light along our path. Us, people, are only temporary in this Earth we' re trying to make good things happen, nothing's too late late when you passed it with dedication and love. Let me and other chosen people to be an instrument of your love and kindness. I may not be that someone today but in the future I will be that someone who can gratefully help other people. Thank you for all the good health that you've given to us. I wrote this because I know that you are everywhere.


Date made: April 16, 2016
Date published: April 17, 2016 ( 8:45 p.m.)

My self

What a nice welcome of summer. I was not able to say goodbye. I've found out something, I feel missing when you are gone. You make me feel like I belong to something.

I'm sorry if sometimes I hurt your feelings, but I've never felt like this before. What  a unique friendship we have. Other people might think that we're different but what makes us unite?

I have friends, friends that I can always lean on. I'm afraid of that thought, what if my friends will be like in my elementary years ?, they find another friends and then I will be left, because I don't have such common interests. I've been searching for myself....
 Can somebody help me..?

Thank you God for keeping myself in touch to the real world. :)

How Sad Am I ?

My hatest emotion just come and go. I always look to the brighter side. It's been a while to write about this. I miss my blog. What would come after this? - summer is waiting for a big change, I hope something will change for myself. It brings sadness to anyone, they just notice you when you did something wrong. Give yourself a time to think. I'm happy for what I' am today. Thank you past. :) 

MOVIE

I watched a movie. Whenever a person is depressed and committed suicide it doesn't mean that they have a low percentage when it comes to themselves. After I've watched that movie it turns out to be like this, people commit suicide because they are emotionally possessed by bad energies behind their backs that influenced them to do the wrong thing, that's why the spirits of the hosts needs to be prayed so that they will be in peace, because their spirits are lost. After you commit suicide your spirit won't remember the reason why you committed suicide. Your spirits won't literally go to hell, instead you will feel like in hell, because nobody could see and touch you, also the same way around you'll not be able to feel or touch other humans that are living.